After all the MUN prep, I’ve come to realise that I greatly dislike being in-charge. It’s so trying. I mean, how does one balance between giving people things to do, and taking into account what they already have on their plate? What if their plates are all full? Do you do everything yourself? What if your own plate is full?
I’m so tired. And not the emotional kind.
I am quite literally just physically exhausted.
Running around on an average of one meal a day, needing to think about 30 things at once, having to chase other people to get what they have to get done.
I need to sleep.
For a decade.