I keep doing this to myself. I keep waiting for something horrible to happen. I keep telling myself to be realistic and practical. I refuse to set myself up for an unexpected ending. I keep waiting for everything to fall to pieces; to breakdown.
It’s not happening.
My life right now is pretty damn fabulous. I keep thinking something horrible is going to happen. It’s just not right. The last time things were this “right”, life came back and slapped me in the face with some pretty awful happenings.
Do I brace myself or let my guard down?