I have to get serious. There’s no other option.
I’m scared as hell, and honestly thinking about it kind of makes me go into a mini panic attack, but I don’t have time for full on or mini panic attacks right now so they’re going to have to wait till I finish my exams.
Moments like these, they really do show you what you’re made of. I have something to prove, not to the people who look down on me, or even the people urging me on, but to myself. My hypothesis is that I’m not really as weak and incapable as I often perceive myself to be. I hope I’m right.
If giving it my all from now on isn’t enough, then that’s that. But until then, no excuses.
I’m standing at the homestretch. I need to get my shit together.